So....

Tell me how you like my linkage system...hehe. I like it, but that doesn't mean it will appeal to everyone...especially the picture part. I stole some pictures from people (Sarah, Annette). If you don't want me to put your picture on there, then just say so, and if you have a different picture you prefer, just send it to me. I tried to find the best picture of everyone.

I am testing some stuff...

I love the HTML class I'm taking. Lots of neat stuff. The comment box I put on is just testing that the kinds of stuff I can do. I'm just sharing the new things I'm learning...

I'm such a freak

I notice the most insignificant things sometimes...like just this very moment I was reading Annette's blog site, and I opened the comments, and what is the first thing I notice? the times the comments were posted. I don't know why, I'm just always like that. I am obsessed with time and not having enough of it, or there being too much. The reason I have a watch: if I don't have a watch, I drive others nuts always asking what time it is. I also think it's interesting when I see a weird time like this one:

Netter said...
Well Katie, atleast you actually clean it once in awhile. That is what counts.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 2:29:59 PM

I was thinkin: Just one second more and it would have been 2:30 exactly.....

Why do I think of such random things?

I'm coming home...

Everybody tells me that I have to do what I really want to do, what will make me happy. Well, what would make me happy is this:

To be near my family and to go to college.

The whole reason I didn't go to college somewhere closer was that I didn't really care for the business colleges down in Kansas. But I'm not in business anymore, and there are plenty of IT colleges close to home, which probably specialize in IT more than a business college would.

I didn't think that I would end up NEEDING contact with my family this much. And I don't mean just Denise and mom, I really don't NEED contact with them, because I talk to them all the time. I miss them too, but I really miss Cindy, and Mike, and Danielle, and Elishia, and Jesse, and Victoria, mainly because I don't talk to them much on the phone. I hate missing all of the family reunions, and I know that even if I go to a college down there I wouldn't be able to go to all of them, but at least I'd get to go home once in a while, instead of once or twice a year.

Now, honestly, I know I don't have to explain this to anyone, because it's my choice. But it feels good to write my feelings and thoughts down, and I'd like to think that a few people reading this would be interested to know why I'm coming home.

keepin myself busy...There are quite a few of them..

Gummy Bears

You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

You Are Barney

You could have been an intellectual leader... Instead, your whole life is an homage to beer You will be remembered for: your beautiful singing voice and your burps Your life philosophy: "There's nothing like beer to give you that inflated sense of self-esteem."

The Simpsons Personality Test

You Are Likely a Second Born

At your darkest moments, you feel inadequate. At work and school. you do best when you're evaluating. When you love someone, you offer them constructive criticism. In friendship, you tend to give a lot of feedback - positive and negative. Your ideal careers are: accounting, banking, art, carpentry, decorating, teaching, and writing novels. You will leave your mark on the world with art and creative projects.

The Birth Order Predictor

You Are 80% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Your Stripper Song Is

Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There?s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice.

What Song Should You Strip To?

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go

What Type of Ex Are You?

You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering)

You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas. Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

You Are Dr. Pepper

You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you. People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do. Your best soda match: Root Beer Stay away from: 7 Up

What Kind of Soda Are You?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept. You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking. You should major in: Natural sciences Computer science Creative writing Math Architecture Journalism

What Should You Major In?

You Were a Mouse

You quietly examine life's lessons and see multiple meanings in things. You are also good at discovering details and remaining in the background.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Redhead Belly Dancer. Where You Lived: Texas. How You Died: Dysentery.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

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i feel out of place no matter where i go . in axtell, it was because i was different than most of the people there . here, its because my roommates drink and i dont . its not a bad thing that they drink, its just that i dont and when you drink you do different kinds of things than people who dont drink . also, they like to party and thats just not my thing . its not that they are leaving me out, because they arent i know that they want me to go with them, but i know i wont have any fun, and i would probably ruin the fun they were trying to have in the process . when i visit home, its victoria . i cant do anything in that house with victoria there im not saying its her fault either . just being around that little girl brings out my absolute worst side and i hate it . when i try being nice to her, and doing things with her, i just get so frusturated because she is so much like me and it drives me bonkers . i am just having a horrible day/week/whatever right now and i dont even get calls from people who mean so much to me in a normal day, so im not expecting any special treatment now . denise talked to me on messenger before i left for work and to be honest i dont even know what she said and that was just an hour ago . im just at a loss of what to do with myself, with my time and just in general . im at work right now and im just kinda floating along, trying to pretend like theres nothing wrong .

You Are 52% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Today is just great...

I'm at work...and I have a migraine...this is wonderful. I would post more, but I can't concentrate on this long enough to figure out what to type.

Not much to say

But I am officially on Spring Break at 5:00 today. So, yeah, we have been working out at a gym, and swam once. I signed up for 40 hours between now and the 26th, so that outta be fun. The only shifts I signed up for are 6-11, so that will increase the fun. The front desk is where I'm working, because the library never has student workers work during breaks. So, yeah...that's about it. I'm not with James and Eric wants me back....everything is just going so well...not.

Alright...

Nothin much new here. Ashley, Tosha and I are thinking about joining a gym. I don't have to work this weekend, except for on Friday and Sunday, and I am bored out of my mind. I am at work right now, and there's really nothing to do. Every time I bring the book that I'm currently reading, I don't read it at work, every time I don't, I wish I had.

Happy Birthday Danielle!!!

Check your blog!

The view from our Power 9 apartment

This one is for Annette...

Click here for your Squirrel Name

Mine is General McTwitch

Ok...so that didn't work...

That last post was a thingy to tell you if Bam wants to have babies with you. Since Danielle is so in love with him, I figured I would post it...but it didn't work. Mine was a 75% chance that he wanted to have babies with me lol.

Danielle, I haven't sent the thing yet, but I just kept forgetting to drop it in the mail once I was at work.

Sooo tired....

This is what you call a lack of sleep!!! I am so freakin tired that I can't read the words on the screen....with my glasses on. And I still have 45 minutes left before I get off work. No complications in my life, although I have to go to bed early for the 5th night in a row...6:55am-7:25am on Thursday, the same shift on Friday, 8:00am-1:00pm on Saturday and Sunday, and 6:55am-7:25am on Monday...oh the joy. the fact that even had to wake up before 1pm on Friday really killed me. Oh well. I am going home and sleeping. Yes, sleeping. The only thing I want to do on a rainy Sunday like this is sleep. Rain always makes me sleepy, so it doesn't help. Tosha is going to be disappointed, but oh well. If that girl comes home a little while after 1 and decides that it is time for me to wake up, I will strap her to her bed and get some hot guys to come over and dance around naked and tease her!!! lol, just kidding Tosha!

Many of you may not know this...

..but I am a real sucker when it comes to cute things. Yes, even babies, those cursed beasts. If you are a sucker for cute things, go here. You will be glad you did. I LOVE THE BUNNIES!!!

CuteOverload

Lots to blog and about 4 1/2 hours to go....

Well, I'm at work right now. I get off at 11PM, so yeah...im bored out of my freakin mind. I play on neopets a lot. I have been on neopets with one username for about 53 months. I know that it's just an online community, but still. It's generally for kids, but adults use it too. So, a few days ago, my account got hacked. All of my items were gone (worth 100,000's of neopoints..blah, all of my Neopoints are gone, and yeah...(neopoints is money). So, after it really getting to me for about a day, I decided to just keep playing games to win neopoints, and eventually, I would get back to the place that i was before. Denise and i have a lot of fun playing on this, i figured it was someone who was too into the game, and decided to hack some random person. Well, just now, i can't get back into my neopets account. AGAIN. So, oh well. I might just figure out how to delete the account, and quit since i have no other accounts on neopets.

Well, I couldn't get contacts because of my double vision. Well, I could get them, but I would still have double vision, which is just as bad as being nearsighted. I can understand the reason, but its too hard to explain on here, but what I can't understand is the fact that I put on the information sheet that i wanted contacts, and that i had double vision, but he still had me take the eye exam...he could have just told me that i couldn't get contacts in the first place, but no, he had to make me pay 35 dollars that i honestly shouldnt have been spending anyways. So I went to the movies, hoping to find a good movie i could buy...planning on spending however much i had to. Well, Ashley and I ended up looking on the discount rack, and finding a movie I liked and she was interested in for 10.00. The movie was Wrong Turn, and it was freaky as hell. I didn't want to go to the bathroom alone. We finally found a movie that scares us, and it scares us a little too much lol.

Also, a few of you have probably heard this already...but I kinda have a guy I'm seeing...Theres been kissing and whatnot, and Tosha and Ashley keep calling him my boyfriend, but I feel weird calling him that until i ask him if thats what he thinks me as...his girlfriend. He has been over to my apartment about 5 times already. He's really fun and nice and sweet...just how every guy sounds at first. I'm trying not to get my hopes up too high, but it's hard. Oh yeah, did I mention that he's divorced and 27? That's another reason im not getting too hopeful, and im not banking on something thats going to be too long term. I told mom about this, and she says (which really cracks me up): "Well, don't be getting yourself pregnant!""I know mom, I won't""Well, that's what I told my parents, and then came Cindy!" That really just cracks me up.

Well, this has been keeping me busy for about 2 hours now...lol, every once in a while i will add to it, and yeah, so its keeping me from dying from boredom.

Well....

That idea did not work as well as I had thought it would. Oh well, I haven't been having problems with Eric anymore. He called once, but that wasn't a big deal. I changed the address to my blog back to http://www.cheliemarie.blogspot.com so, yeah, it should work now. I'll post more later, but I'm in class right now.